I am a bitch. I will stand up and take the boos and the hisses, but thats what I am. But I am An HONEST bitch........ thats the important thing. I will not be lied to or about.
I think the Blessed St. M might be a little pissed, but I have come to the conclusion that, she has no scruples and no moral backbone anyway.
As for Gerd? Who cares........ I should have thrown a spanner in the works months ago but I had too much of a conscience...luckily I have managed to stash that away somewhere without too many problems......... and the feeling of freedom is a relief. I KNEW he was feeding me bull, but I chose to gave him the benefit of the doubt. Now its over. My bridges are burnt and there is no way back.
I cope better knowing what I have to work with, and the POSSIBILITY of friendship wasn't enough. Either there is or there isn't.
But I guess I am going to burn for this......... however he was convinced I would do it, and after a while you get fed up trying to convince that you won't. the attitude becomes one of 'sod this, if he believes that anyway, then I might as well do it' ...so I did.
HEH.